Hello!

It has been forever and a day from the last post. So much has changed in my life. I still live in phoenix. I enjoy it out here. I have changed jobs twice, but the last job was only for a month and a half, that was burying phone lines, itwas a enjoyable job, but the reason why I left was I would stay out working from sun up to sun down. So I said forget it and now I am looking for a job.

I have left the home that Susie and I shared. It was too small and we had differences in the way a home should be run. Now I am able to run my home in the manner I please.

Well I need to run.

Have a good Rosh Hashanah.

Until next time-take care my Friends

Ummm...

Well I am still alive...

Work is going great. I have meet a lot of people and have friends. I have a lot of people who look out fir me there as well. It is fun to work with the people I work with. Last week I work almost 60 hours, so that wasn't too bad.

I may be getting my own apartment, it just isn't working out with Susie. Her and her boyfriend are just too messy of people for me to live with. I go nuts with all the dishes they leave in the sink and the fact this guy doesn't have a job, but yet he sits in the room all day and does nothing. I am done with that.

No other real big news. Life is peaceful for me and I am making it. I hope to get into the college soon.

Back From My Black Hole

I am in Cali for a day, and I am beat from the drive.

AZ is going well. I have made new friends, work is great and I am enjoying my time out there.

I am the type of person who does not play games, if you try to drop me and come back, I will tell you don't waste your breathe. I am not a person who enjoys games that have to do with people. I dislike mind-games as well, so if you play them, I drop them like a bad habit.

Over and out.

Home...

Sometimes it feels too good to be home.....

Sometimes not so much.....

At any rate, I am in Cali once again. Oh boy. This time was for a family issues. But I am here. I got here last night. I enjoy driving the 5 hours or so to get here. I get to listen to music or talk on the phone, which ever happens, I am enjoying the time that goes by. Over 5 hours of me and the road.....

I kind if like to think I learn something everyday, so at least I close my eyes every night know something valuable that I did not know the night before. I think I am holding true to that at time. I learn from everyone and I am picking up bits and pieces of what others know everyday. But more or else I am thinking of why I have been so blessed. I think about every time I go outside at work, I go to fill a propane tank, I realize I am able to walk back into the store alive. And every time the propane attachment leaked, it was that one time I put on the rubber gloves to protect my hands from burns.

Maybe there will be something more worth posting later in the day. Take care and stay well

This is becoming something I am not sure I want it to be, but thus blog is becoming more like: Hi I am still alive, this is what is happening blah blah blah blah and so. But what ever, no big deal.

So Diver.....let me tell you this: This guy is amazing and I enjoy what we have. That is all I want to say because I don't want to speak too soon or embarrass him. But I will say I love way things are going with him and I.

Work is exciting kinda. I did make one observation, I much have been one ugly duck in Cali because in AZ, I have people asking me out on dates left and right. I decline them, but I am so shocked. It gets old all the comments males make, and I wish I had a better way of dealing with it.

I am home in Cali until Tuesday. My grandmother broke her hip and had to have surgery and plus she had cancer and everyone failed to inform me of this. So I went to go see her. She is doing well.

I have been getting odd bruises all over my body and I have no ideas from what. I have three perfect circles on my leg and the a bruise on my arm. I am shocked they appear from no where.

I love AZ. My mother hates it and says she found a job in Cali for me that I can take in 6 months, but she does not understand I really don't plan on anything. I have a job and I have a place to live, I really don't think I need much help. But both my father and mother think I will take it, even though I just told them I was uninterested. I really just want to let time tell where I will go next. Maybe NY will be my new home next year, or AZ or just back in Cali, I have no worries at the moment. I have been talking with my neighbor and I finally have become more outgoing.

Well my people, take care!