24 December 2007

So there is no reason to bore with details of the move. So I will do it in short. I up and left my fathers house, took my car and packed it with all my stuff. My mum was so upset about it and my father was happy for me but disliked the idea.

So that Friday afternoon, when we signed the paper work for the flat, I got a phone call from a place I applied to over the Internet and I got the job on Wednesday of the next week, and I have been working ever since. I work at a gas station. It is easy and keeps me busy, but I am glad I got a job so fast.

So enough of that.

Other than that, life is great. I have started talking with a new guy. I will call him Diver, because he likes diving. He has been trying to talk me into going diving with him. Anyways, we are not dating by any means, but we just talk. Besides, he lives in NY. There isn't much to say about it, but we hit it off really well. The first time we talked, we talked until early in the morning.

Well that is the only update I can give. There is not much else to say. Take care.

10 December 2007

A Meme. A What? A Meme, It's Called A Meme, Just Try It.

I was reading Ro's blog and she has this really cool post you can read here. I found it interesting, and I will take a shot at it.

My list in no order of importance...

8 Passions In My Life
1) Family
2) Yarn
3) Judaism (which has been coming along great)
4) School
5) Meeting new people
6) Knitting
7) Crocheting
8) Keeping busy

8 Things To Do Before I Die
1) Meet some of my fellow bloggers
2) Read every book in a book store
3) Sit down for a family meal
4) Crochet enough blankets for a shelter
5) Travel the a few countries
6) Take a cruse
7) Go diving
8) Go shopping for the hell of it

8 Things I Say Often
1) Cool
2) Anyways
3) For sure
4) At any rate
5) Um okay
6) Really!?
7) Well
8) Oy

8 Books I Read Recently
1) I Have Lived A Thousand Years
2) Choosing A Jewish Life
3) Girl With A Pearl Earring
4) The Bhagavad Gita
5) One Night With The King
6) The World's Religions
7) I Never Knew I Had A Choice
8) Living A Jewish Life

8 Songs That Mean Something To Me
1) I Should've Cheated By Keyshia Cole
2) Tell You Something By Alicia Keys
3) It's Been A While By Staind
4) Acoustic #3 By the Goo Goo Dolls
5) You Are Never Alone By So Called
6) Wake Up By Korn
7) Superstar By Keyishia Cole
8) There For You By Damian Marley

8 Things I Look For In A Friend
1) Kindness
2) Respect
3) Humor
4) Philosophy
5) Compatibility
6) Attitude toward life
7) Maturity level
8) Interesting things to talk about

Well that was very informative.....or not
At any rate my people, I am moving to AZ. So the blog will come to a slow, unless I get Internet in our new flat. We will have to see.
Take care my people! Until next time!

04 December 2007

Sinking Yet?

So my family buried my cousin last Thursdays day. Was so hard to believe he died. I still keep telling myself he is on a beach some place, laughing at the world, but you never know. This happened for a reason, and who am I to question it.

Last night was hard. All these things just hit me. I lost a great friend, I lost my job, a few of my grades have slipped down to low marks (shame me), I lost my cousin in Iraq, my grandmother is a drunk and wont stop drink til the day she dies, I am rethinking moving, well more like hoping I can get a job in AZ or NY for the time being and then get a flat there, I have a paper on the meaning of life due, I am missing something in my mind. Maybe I am going crazy....you never know.

The other day, I got this email from a friend of mine. It said:

another way to fight the husks is to bring yourself to joy and delight because of the vital spark which burns within you, the good point. think of the true preciousness of being of the seed of israel, of having drawn close to men of truth who can lead you and guide you along the path of truth. this gives you the hope of gaining enduring good. through this joy you can break the husks and obstacles which lurk at every level. your friends is also helped when you fortify yourself and break though the obstacles so as to keep on moving up to the next level. a moment ago your friend was standing on the very level which you have now enterd. so now your friend also has to move on and rise to an even higher level. it is impossible for two people to stand on one level. a person can actually lift his friend up and bring him up higher. [ BY RABI NACHMAN ]

So I have been thinking about it almost non-stop for the past few days. Just wondering what have a missed. Then it hit me.....I am crazy, just kidding, I need to wait for time to tell. But it was right, I need to move to a higher level.

Other than that, life is great. I am getting back at my school work. I am holding my head up, and like all have told me before STAY STRONG. I hope I can do that.