After....

So this is when it hits me.....days after something happens. I will not feel any hurt, and three weeks after Joshua and I went our separate ways, I am feeling it. I think it is the fact he will not stop calling me and text messaging me. And when he does call me, he will not stop lecturing me about other guys will treat me so bad. Joshua is a hypocrite, he has been a jerk to me for the last two years. Something changed, he started to drink more, but that is not the point. But it is now hitting me, I have lost the one person I loved so much......

My Trip To AZ

So I got up and left, without a word to anyone.....Stupid move? Yeah, maybe you could say that, but it all worked out in the end. I went out there to clear my head, and sure I cleared it well and thought about life without Joshua by my side. I wanted to cry at the thought of him not being there, but I try to be as strong as I can.

I didn't do much, just hung out and got drunk with Suz. It was good to let go of all the stress and have fun and well, act like a stupid drunk person. I would have pictures to show, but while I was sitting on the ground, I took the camera from Suz and dropped it. So yeah, now I have no photos and I have to find a way to fix it.

On a sad note, I lost my job. But I am happy about that, because I never really like the job and knew it was time to move on. So now I get to go to lectures on Friday and then spend the rest of the time looking for a new job.

So that was my little trip. I had a good time. I think I have a better plan in my head and need to go for it. So wish me luck....

Yes. I Am the Worlds Coolest DAD

I love to wear the oversize men's t-shirt. They are so cozy and I love to style, the whole nine yards. They are great shirts. So yesterday, I picked up the coolest, most hippy-ish looking shirt that said "Worlds Coolest Dad". I love the shirt. I wore it to work and everyone wanted to come up with some kind of female meaning for dad, but they had no luck. Here is where I got the best laugh, was a the liquor store. I walked in, it was busy, when I got in line, this guy, maybe about 40years, looked at me a raised an eyebrow and I gave him a very big smile. He let out the biggest laugh I have heard and said, "You ain't no dad". I could not help it, I laughed some more and told him that I was not a dad, but it is a cool shirt to make people laugh. I love moments like that, where you can make someone you have never meet and make them laugh and talk to them......

A good life it is.......Because I am the Worlds Coolest DAD.....

The Weekend in Review

Shabbat was cool. I just tried to finished work for my lectures. I got most of it done. Other than that, Shabbat pretty good. Just got the well needed rest, then stayed up all night on Saturday.

Yes, as stupid and crazy as it sounds, I stayed away most the night. I talked with a good friend of mine in NY, and I turned off the lights and feel asleep at 5 am of about an hour. Yeah......I know that is bad, but hey what can I say.......

Sunday was just whatever. I went a did little shopping for coffee and yarn. My two favorite things in the world......Oh yeah.....Life is good. I think last night was the best sleep I have had. Maybe I need to stay up all night more.....mmmm.....No way, I would be too tired.

But I am off and running. Got to make some coffee and then I will be at work. Have good day....

Da New Blog...

So I have decided to restart my blog. I deleted of the old one, and this will be the one I will be working off of now. Like a clean start.....

Who know....